Let me set the stage for you….the lights are dim, you can smell gingerbread (as if I am baking – though I am not) and you hear:
“Juuuuuust hear those sleigh bells jingling….ring-ting-tingling too…..” If this was my childhood, the voices would be those of The Carpenters – and it would be on a record. Instead it it satellite radio and the voices change from Natalie Cole to Beyonce to Carrie Underwood.

I have come full circle. I used to tuck under my dad’s arm on Christmas Eve while he read Twas the Night Before Christmas. I now watch my husband intone the deep, ‘Ho, Ho, Ho’ that accompanies the story. I used to wake at 4am, only to stare mournfully at the clock, counting as the minutes ticked by to the time I was allowed to wake my parents – 7am. Now, I am jostled awake (at 6am, mind you) by the small people as the Christmas twinkle in their eyes lights my darkened room.
And I love it.
I love my home at Christmas time. I love the joy of counting down the days. I love that we have committed to a Christmas Change this year – spending less and giving more. I love knowing that my kids, like my brother and I, will fight over who gets to put Baby Jesus in the Manger on Christmas Morning.
I love that I will lock eyes with my husband at the end of the day – knowing we have given our children the most amazing Christmas gifts – ones that they will remember long after the wrapping paper is tossed – moments, memories and magic.


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